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Fic: Swan Song

Show: Orphan Black
Summary: Helena's final thoughts
A/N: It is in first-person narrative of Helena's mind. I wanted to play on the paradox of her character. One half is this religious crusader who is able to read bible text and and therefore has certain clarity to her thought. The other side of her is animal-like, unruly, passionate, and childish. The parenthesis represent this side of her.

The light has left me.
It leaked through the circular hole in my chest like blood; it expelled from within like my last breath, never to be drawn in again. At the time, I had thought it was my first glimpse into Heaven like the flicker of lights before settling on constancy. I was ready--my heart felt heavy, my skin itched, and my muscles ached-- I yearned for eternal peace with the entirety of my being. It had seemed fitting to me that my last moment on Earth would be spent in agony (sarahsarahsarahsarah why) and Tomas' words rang in my ears: It's always darkest before the dawn. Therefore, I welcomed the pain as I always have, expecting to be swallowed up in the feeling and then guided to Heaven.

Nothing happened.
(tomas lied and i am alone it is dark and i am alone i feel cold and i am alone). Eventually, sensation began to dim altogether, one by one-- the bite of the bullet numbed, the harsh fluorescent lights above faded, the desperation in my heart and lungs eased-- until all remained was my hearing which lasted for another five minutes. In that time, I heard Sarah pant and rest beside Amelia (demon beast). I heard her fumble for her phone and ask someone to promise her that Kira (angel) would never have to live like this. I wanted her beside me (please hold me hold me please) so that I could see her one last time. (dont leave me). I wanted to tell her (i love you) that I forgive her. She wept for Amelia (weep for me).

Darkness is closing in.
Slowly, it creeps from the corners of my vision, creating a circular tunnel of light. A window into the world I would never see again. I have no way of knowing what will happen when everything is dark (i am scared) and I suppose this is how it should be. I wonder if this is how the others felt (poor sheep) as they expired. Where did they go after death? Heaven, Hell, or somewhere in-between? Are they together? If I am no different than they are, will I go there too? I would like to see them again (i miss them). Perhaps I wouldn't need to go to Heaven.

My universe exists within the spotlight of my vision.
Everything else has faded. I feel my existence ebb away like the tide to leave the world clean like washed sand. Suddenly I see Sarah crouching over me (sestra) and I feel as if the shock could have restarted my heart. I don't know how long she's been here (you came) and I don't know how long she'll stay (you care) but I'm glad she's here. Her face fits within the hole of my vision so that I can't see anything else. Her eyes are sad, not angry as they had been, and she looks down at me contemplatively. (i love you). Her lips move but the words only reach me minutes later. Numbly, I feel her fingertips on my cheek (hold me) and she caresses it for a moment. I wish I could express all that I feel (forgive me) when her fingers move. They touch my eyelids. I have no breath to hitch and no blood to blush but, even so, I feel (connected) united with (my twin) Sarah again (forever). Her fingertips move slowly, pulling my eyelids down like drapes.

The window closes, the light deadens, and darkness reins.
My consciousness seeps away, scattering like fragmented light before disappearing altogether. In the darkness, I hear Sarah's final words.

"Rest in peace."

Fic: Please Don't Go (I Love You So)

Show: Orphan Black
Characters: Sarah, Kira, Cosima, Helena
Rating: T
Spoilers: finale
Summary: Sarah is searching for Kira with little success. However, a surprise visitor in her house changes everything.
A/N: It's summer and I have a little down time. So, I've decided to write for Orphan Black because it's an amazing show and I like it. Haha.
Link goes to fanfiction.net. Why yes, it is un-beta'd

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The Looking Glass chapter 8

Title: The Looking Glass
Author: Sanetwin16
Rating: PG-13, possible R later
Length: 14,320
Summary: Angels and Humans. Two worlds that contrast in almost every way begin to clash as four individuals are drawn together and change everything.
Characters/Pairing: Eventual Quinn/Rachel, Finn, Eventual Santana/Brittany
Previous Chapters: Ch. 1, Ch. 2, Ch.3, Ch.4, Ch.5Ch. 6, Ch. 7 
A/N: Sorry this one took so long. 2 month Hiatus? lol! That's nothing! haha...:( This wasn't normal circumstances, so hopefully it doesn't take as long with this next chapter.
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Nothing except this idea, so please don't steal.

Major round of applause to [info]lifeawakening who made this for me :D (also check out her new fic God save the Queen cause I cry just thinking about it).

The Looking Glass


If understanding the human world was like untangling a ball of string, Quinn was the unending string that seemed to entangle with everything else )

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Title: The Looking Glass
Author: Sanetwin16
Update: Chapter 7
Rating: PG-13, possible R later
Length: 14,320
Summary: Angels and Humans. Two worlds that contrast in almost every way begin to clash as four individuals are drawn together and change everything.
Characters/Pairing: Eventual Quinn/Rachel, Finn, Eventual Santana/Brittany
Previous Chapters:
Ch. 1, Ch. 2, Ch.3, Ch.4, Ch.5Ch. 6,
Timeline: Season 1
A/N: Sorry this one took so long. 2 month Hiatus? lol! That's nothing! haha...:( This wasn't normal circumstances, so hopefully it doesn't take as long with this next chapter.
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Nothing except this idea, so please don't steal.

Major round of applause to [info]lifeawakening who made this for me :D (also check out her new fic God save the Queen cause I cry just thinking about it).

The Looking Glass

( Something about the way Rachel gives her every chance to back away from the affection paralyzes Quinn into the enclosing arms )

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Amalgamation

Author: Sanetwin16
Disclaimer: I own nothing
Length: 2000+
Spoilers/Timeline: AU. Both set in the future.
Summary: Like the threads of a spider web, the strings will always meet. Unrelated drabbles about Rachel and Quinn and all the complexities that come with them.

Amalgamation: to mix or merge so as to make a combination; blend; unite; combine.


Unwell. (Two Beginnings One Ending)Collapse )

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Through the Eyes of the Wrong Path

Title: Through the Eyes of the Wrong Path
Summary: The light of the television flickers and Rachel's hand tenses on his back. He doesn't need to look up anymore to know who it is. Quinn.
Timeline/Spoilers: Set in the future. Spoilers of season 3
Author: Sanetwin16
Rated: PG-13
Length: 2,393

Um so Hey...

I was writing this as a rough draft and wasn't planning on actually finishing it any time soon.
But I saved it and forgot to put it on the *Just me* thing annnddd...yeah
sob
I forgot about the computer and now people have seen it when it wasn't finished...There is evidence of my imperfection.

So I finished.


Rachel rubs his back absently, a fake smile clinging to her lips.Collapse )

The Transformation

  
Title: The Transformation
Author: Sanetwin16
Rated: PG-13
Spoilers: Season 3, Purple Piano Project
Timeline: Summer break before senior year
Characters/Pairings: Quinn-centric, Quinn/Rachel, and a very subtle, one-sided Mac/Quinn
Length: 4,345
Summary: Quinn has spent the summer with the skanks, only holding weak promises to join their group at the end of the summer. Summer is almost over now and the Skanks have cornered. She's either in or she's out
A/N: This is a one-shot but I do have an idea for a second chapter with a happier ending. If that's what people want then I may be able to muster one up. But I can't get too distracted from my chaptered fic, The Looking Glass. xD
 
She chooses this time to speak up, its her last chance to get out of this mess she's made for herselfCollapse )


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The Looking Glass Chapter 6

Title: The Looking Glass
Author: Sanetwin16
Update: Chapter 6
Rating: PG-13, possible R later
Length: 18,943
Summary: Angels and Humans. Two worlds that contrast in almost every way begin to clash as four individuals are drawn together and change everything.
Characters/Pairing: Quinn/Rachel, Finn, Santana/Brittany
Previous Chapters:
Ch. 1, Ch. 2Ch.3, Ch.4, Ch.5
Timeline: Season 1
A/N: Sorry this one took so long, school and stuff and stuff
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Nothing except this idea, so please don't steal.

Major round of applause to[info]lifeawakening who made this for me :D

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Chapter 6

(There have been rumors.Rumors of a human...here...in their world, a human in black and red.)

The Looking Glass Chapter 5

Title: The Looking Glass
Author: Sanetwin16
Update: Chapter 5B
Rating: PG-13, possible R later
Length: 8,943
Summary: Angels and Humans. Two worlds that contrast in almost every way begin to clash as four individuals are drawn together and change everything. *I hated the old summary*
Characters/Pairing: Quinn/Rachel, Finn, Santana/Brittany
Previous Chapters:
Ch. 1, Ch. 2Ch.3, Ch.4
Timeline: Season 1
A/N: Sorry this one took so long, I was on vacation
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Nothing except this idea, so please don't steal.

Major round of applause to[info]lifeawakening who made this for me :D

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(Rachel's smiling at her, which is really pretty fucked up, she knew Rachel was secretly insane)

The Looking Glass Chapter 4

Title: The Looking Glass

Author: Sanetwin16
Rating: PG-13, possible R later
Length: 8,943
Summary: Angels and Humans. Two worlds that contrast in almost every way begin to clash as four individuals are drawn together and change everything. *I hated the old summary*
Characters/Pairing: Quinn/Rachel, Finn, Santana/Brittany
Previous Chapters:
Ch. 1, Ch. 2Ch.3
Timeline: Season 1
A/N: Sorry this one took so long, I was on vacation

Major round of applause tolifeawakening who made this for me :D

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A/N: I hate LJ. Soooo much frustration...*sigh* Link is from fanfiction cause It wouldn't work any other way, I'll update it to my journal the second I can :)

Look at me! I'm being consistant and putting everything on fanfiction!

( Mr. Books is clearing his throat again. Wait that is his name, right? Mr. Books? Yeah...something like that.)